For the 6-year work, I
accomplished a lot. This was the beginning of my career and among my two unqualified
successes. I should have left at least a year earlier. Best to leave while there is a little challenge still to look forward
to and work is still exciting.
Challenging work should be distantly achievable, but put you far out of your comfort zone. I've come to associate minor heart palpitations and panic attacks with the subsequent obsession over problems that drives personal growth. If I don't have that stunned feeling of "how in the world do I do this?" I won't enjoy it. The pattern is the same: a problem is introduced, I panic, I sit back paralyzed, and as I calm down and ruminate over it, I find ways to eat around the edges of the problem with potential solutions until the path forward appears. And then full steam ahead.
Challenging work should be distantly achievable, but put you far out of your comfort zone. I've come to associate minor heart palpitations and panic attacks with the subsequent obsession over problems that drives personal growth. If I don't have that stunned feeling of "how in the world do I do this?" I won't enjoy it. The pattern is the same: a problem is introduced, I panic, I sit back paralyzed, and as I calm down and ruminate over it, I find ways to eat around the edges of the problem with potential solutions until the path forward appears. And then full steam ahead.